don't you wonder?

Have you ever had someone walk into your life...& then have them turn around & walk the other way? I have, & I know that it hurts. I'm purposly not going to mention any names in this, for some very obvious reasons. Haven't you ever wondered though, why even make an atempt to be apart of someones life if you truely don't care.. It all doesn't make sence to me. I got really close to someone back in August of '09, we did a lot of stuff together. Went to the movies, went to fairs, stayed together over night.. it was all really fun. Keep in mind she was an adult, & I was only 13/14, I obviously didn't matter too much in her life. Everything changed, her friends mattered more than I did. I realized that I was just one kid who she apparently did not need in her life. I made a mistake.. I thought everyone in the world was entitled to a few mistakes.. she didn't care, I screwed up & I didn't deserve a second chance. But, I'm slowly realizing that she didn't even know who I was & that she didn't deserve to be my "friend".. good luck in life..