Bloggings about venting right?

Honestly, i know no one reads this.. but i have to vent somehow someway. The inner pain is the worst kind, sure needles & bruises hurt.. but not as bad as this. Love is something that can either make or break a person, & right now i feel as though it's breaking me. I guess part of me doesn't understand why families can't always be together, forever.. but the other part realizes that people need to go their separate ways sometimes. To some people Virginia might not seem that far away, but to me it's a world away. The one I love the MOST is in that state..& I honestly can't stand having her that far away.. it kills me inside.. I only want one thing, and that one thing is to be with her.. but i can't have it. :'-(